If you have read my blogs before then you know that I have shared a few pieces of poetry in the past.
I have decided to start writing again. I thought I would share my first one with you today.
Hope it touches your heart.
I remember you
That feeling
That cold chill
That tension
Last time, a nightmare
You came in like a flood
Not welcomed
Not wanted
This time, not the same
You crept in
You stalked me
Waiting for another moment
Another opportunity
I will never forget
The pain
The anxiety
The fear
The sorrow
The tears
Man, all those tears
I was a newby last time
Uncharted territory for me
You knew that
You were counting on that
But in the end…
So, you think this time
Will it go your way?
Will I be a notch on your belt?
You knew that I heard you
I felt you coming
I felt you creaping
But here you are still
I see you’re still the same
Total darkness
Lies
Anguish
Fear
Loneliness
Nothing has changed about you
Did you notice?
I am NOT the same!
This time, I am wiser
I am stronger
This time, I know WHO I am
I know WHOSE I am
I recognize your lies
But, I have truth behind me
This time, I will not open that door
I will not allow you in
I know, you won’t leave
I know, you will still keep trying
I know, you won’t give up
Trying to bring me down
That’s fine
You can keep on
But this time
You only serve as a memory
As a reminder to me
Of where I have been
And where I am now
Reminding me of the one who kept me
The one who did not fail me
The one who never left me
THE ONE
Yeah, HE is the only one welcome here
Not you depression, NOT YOU!
